There is a voice in my head, which says I am dead

I am not scared of dying but it's the voice from the past, which I dread

There are colours in my crayon box, which have lost its shades,

I am not scared of the fading pictures, but it's the face from the past, which I dread

 

Life has been a game of dots and spaces,

Where I have come across, lots of faces,

Life has been chaos of silence and noise,

But I can hide at any corner, but cant escape that voice.

 

There are shades of grey in my curls which indicates a part of my life is sold,

I am not scared of turning old, but there are stories still left untold,

There are feelings of past, which still leaves me most times cold,

I am not scared of the crawling within, but I want those stories to be told,

 

Life has been a game of dots and spaces,

Where I have come across, lots of faces,

Life has been chaos of silence and noise,

But I can hide at any corner, but cant escape that voice.

 

There are whiffs of fragrance in the air, which carries me to my past,

I am not scared of the memories, but it's the aromas, which never lasts,

There are photo frames of shadows in my walls, which remembers the old cast,

I am not scared of living with them, but it's the journey from cradle to grave which moves so fast.

 

Life has been a game of dots and spaces,

Where I have come across, lots of faces,

Life has been chaos of silence and noise,

But I can hide at any corner, but cant escape that voice.

 

ciao...

walking through the corridor, to the water hole
if you can survive these days, it will be a folklore
breathing in and out, just to know you are alive
blinking in the darkness, paying a price to survive

bring it all, all the stories we beleived
bring it all, all the good times we lived
bring it all, as tomorrow might be even worse
bring it all, before life turns into a curse

shielding all your fears, or else they will come to know
wiping all your tears, or else the past will start to grow
reaching out to the wall, where the shadows play their game
freezing for the moment, stealing a photoframe

bring it all, all the moments we lied
bring it all, all those nights we cried
bring it all, as tomorrow might be even worse
bring it all, before life turns into a curse

peeping through the keyhole, waiting for the face unknown
existing as a plastic, emotions replaced by emitocons
realizing too late, that your reflection has changed
wake up now and act, before your life is rearranged

bring it all, all the colours that we sprayed
bring it all, all the reasons we prayed
bring it all, as tomorrow might be even worse
bring it all, before life turns into a curse

Dekhte hain hum aaj, us raah ki viraniyaan

Yaroo ke sang kati jahaa humhaari zindaganiyan

Guzar gaya woh daur, bichar gaye sab dost,

Saath reh gayii un lamho ki kahaaniyaan

 

Yaad aa rahi hain, phir se college ke woh din

Woh bargaadh ka pedh, woh goonjti canteen

 Saath baithe gaana, woh table bajaana

Kate na katti hain ab yeh pal, yaare tere bin

 

Ye andhera hain kaisa, parchaiyaan hain sooyi

Beete pal gunguna rahii hain kuch tanhaiyoon main khoyi

Woh baarish ke boondein, woh bheegne ka samaa

Ab akela reh gaya hoon safar main aur manzile hain khoyi

 

Dekhte hain hum aaj, us raah ki viraniyaan

Yaroo ke sang kati jahaa humhaari zindaganiyan

Guzar gaya woh daur, bichar gaye sab dost,

Saath reh gayii un lamho ki kahaaniyaan

chup chap hain chand, par khamosh nahii,
kaise keh doon, aaj phir, mujhe hain hosh nahii
kho chuka hoon tere yaadon main itne ki,
haathon main hain jaam, par peene ki hosh nahii

bheege bheege hain nayan, magar madhoos nahii,
kaise keh doon, aaj jeene ki, hain koi aas nahii
yaad aati hain mujhe teri woh muskaan,
sab kuch hain bikhra, par zindagi se hain aaghosh nahii

beete hue palo, ki hain farmaaishyein kaeen
kaise ke doon unse, aaj woh mumkin hain nahii
raah ki parchaayi ne ki hain bewafaai
manziil hain dhundli si, aur humraahi ki hain saath nahii

chup chap hain chand, par khamosh nahii,
kaise keh doon, aaj phir, mujhe hain hosh nahii
kho chuka hoon tere yaadon main itne ki,
haathon main hain jaam, par peene ki hosh nahii

The biggest gap can be bridged with one single slash
you can feel its all over when the blade and the vein clash
i dont blame you for confusing between love and a veil
coz you were also another puppet running in the mad materialistic dash

what today you are hearing may be my last voice,
my last touch of emotion, the last noise
i dont regret the actions, i dont regret my love
for i know that both of us had our own respective choice

you think you have the answers to all questions asked
you can cold shoulder your emotions but mine are not masked
void vows and promises, i incinerate them today
just look at the blade and slowly touch the vein that has been marked

The biggest gap can be bridged with one single slash
you can feel its all over when the blade and the vein clash
i dont blame you for confusing between love and a veil
coz you were also another puppet running in the mad materialistic dash

soya soya classroom. soyi parchaaiyaan
humhe bula rahi hain baahar ki duniya
behti hawaayein, roothi hain fizaayein
humhein bula rahi hain yaadon ki raahein

ke tum ho kaha, hain tujh bin sunaa jahaan (2)
tu na chale to suni lage raahain yahaa.

bheega bheega sa ye samaa, jhuki jhuki si aasmaan
jaane kahaa kho gaya-a apna pyara jahaan
pyaar ki woh pehli raat, chupki si woh mulakat
dhundli si ab ho gayii..beeti samay ki baat

ke tum ho kaha, hain tujh bin sunaa jahaan (2)
tu na chale to suni lage raahain yahaa.

saath baithe gaana, table bajaana
yaad aa rahi hain, woh yaraana
college ke woh din, goonjti woh canteen
tadapte aaj hain hum yaare tere bin

ke tum ho kaha, hain tujh bin sunaa jahaan (2)
tu na chale to suni lage raahain yahaa.

jab kabhi sab yaar baithe aur teri baat ho
jab kabhi aankhein bhar aaye aur teri yaad ho
jab kabhi mausam badle aur wahi barsaat ho
jab kabhi tanhaaiyon main milne ki aas ho

waada karta hoon dil main rahegi tu jab tak dil main saans ho
waada karta hoon chahta rahoonga tujhko jab tak dhadkano ka saath ho

jab kabhi koohra cha jaaye aur dhundlii si raat ho
jab kabhi saansein tham jaaye aur bas fariyaad ho
jab kabhi raahon main thak jaaon, manzil na paas ho
jab kabhi haath bas tham jaaye aur bas meri yaad ho

waada karta hoon dil main rahegi tu jab tak dil main saans ho
waada karta hoon chahta rahoonga tujhko jab tak dhadkano ka saath ho

phir se wahi shaam hain phir wahi ruth chahayi hain
phir se palkon main yaadon ki boondein bhar aayi hain
aaj bhi wahi raahon main hain hum khade jaha tum chood gayi thi
na jane kahaa kho gaya hoon main bas bachi ek parchayi hain

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aaj phir unhi raahon main the kadam chal diye...
jahaan pe kabhii unke kadamo ne the saath chhor diye...
kya kare parchaaiyon ko tha shaayad apne saathi ka talaash..
par kya pata use ki dhadkano ne hi hain aaj saath chor diye

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kisi ke shayari pe koi waah waah karta hain...
shayad kisi andaaz main woh apni dhadkan dhund pata hain...
zindagi aise hi ek talaash ban chuki hain...
kisi aur ke asshiyane main koi apni manzil ko dhoondna chahta hain

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manzilo ke talaash main raahon main hum chalte chale gaye...
jaam par jaam hum peete chale gaye...
socha tha kabhi na kabhi unki parchaayi phir sang mil jaayegi...
par kya jaante the ki parchaaiiyaan bhi bewaafa ban gaye

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jaam ko to bas hoothon se hi utara tha kya pata kab dil main utar gayi....
usko to sirf nazaro ne dekha tha..kya pata kab dil main bas gayi.....
kabhi unhi parchaayion ke khaatir jeete the...
kya mazaa jeene ka jab woh hi kho gayi

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koi apne marzi se zindagi se lapata nahii hota...
koi apne dhadkan ko aise hi kho jane ki izazat nahii deta...
hum to apni zindagi hi kisi ke hawale kar aaye the...
kya kare aajkal bewaafai un manziloo tak chalne ki izazat nahii deta

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bheed main akele chalne ki aadat hi hain ab padh gayi....
kisi ke mohabbat main intezaar karne ki hain aadat ab padh gayi...
nikle the sitaron ki karvaan main apna ghar badane ko...
ab to akele hi chalne ki aadat humhe hain padh gayi

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ye jo zindagi hain bas ek daastaan hain....
kahaan hui khatam kisko pata hain...
ye jo zindagi hain bas ek karwaan hain...
kya hain manzil kisko pata hain...
ye jo zingagi hain bas ek dhuan hain....
hum kho hain gaye bas lapata hain...
ye jo zindagi hain bas ek dua hain...
jise maanga hain par na jaane kahaa khuda hain

maikhane ke paymaane main har raat koi khushi se nahii jaata
tadapti dhadkano ka dard koi paraya nahii apnata
kisi ke kuch pal ke khusi ke liye koi har pal marta hain
use bachane koi apna koi paraya nahii aata